I am not sure what to write about because there are a million things that are going on. I am 3/4 finished with Jesus’ book and it’s amazing, but it’s been a rocky few months. I’ve been experiencing so much stress that it took the place of everything else and I think I “shut down”. I have moved out of the house I lived for ten years. It meant going through piles of “stuff” I no longer want or need. Things seem to have a past connected to them which brings up emotion, whether good or bad. This was challenging.
So what is the point of this post? It truly is not to update everyone on the trials I am going through but to give confidence and support to those who are going through things similar.
Jesus said to me today that He is taking care of me- that everything will be okay, I will be healed and He will provide everything that I need. He didn’t say “maybe” or “most likely,” He said, “He WILL.” These words were very real. Hearing Him so clearly seems to be a gift that I have been given. Some may call it prophetic. To me, it is simply Jesus talking to me as if He was right here in the room beside me. I see Him too, but sometimes it is just His voice which is soothing and filled with nothing but pure love, compassion, and understanding.
So if you are going through hard times, I believe the word I received today is meant to be shared so RECEIVE IT and be blessed in all ways.
This morning I got up and anticipated a regular day. I went to church and our pastor (amazing guy) said he was going to do water baptisms after the service at a nearby pool, I was so excited! I had been baptized as a baby at an Episcopalian church but never had the full water baptism.
After the service, we went to a home with an nice pool and there were four of us who got baptized. I was so happy. I went home still in wet clothes and soaked in the beautiful newborn feeling.
I was praying at an altar in my room when Jesus appeared. It was the closest and clearest I have seen him lately. He asked me to walk with Him and then asked me if I would like to see a beautiful temple. This was a place in heaven I have not yet seen. We walked down a large mountain side that was winding. The views were stunning. It reminded me of the most beautiful view you might see in this world but much more vast and clear. We arrived at what appeared to be a huge stone temple with many steps to the entrance way. When we got inside there was a huge room and at the end of it were two waterfalls coming down into a pool. Jesus said I got baptized this morning but that He wanted to do it again Himself. I can’t tell you what it felt like to have that come from Jesus. Baptized by Jesus! WOW!!! He stepped into the pool. I can still hear the sound of the waterfalls. I stepped in after Him. The water was cool but not cold. It felt totally clean- like mountain spring water. Then He took me and dipped me backwards, I went under the water and came up. Immediately angels were around me. Patting me dry, attending to me. I felt one put a crown of flowers or something on my head and then I felt wings placed the back of my shoulders- like angels wings. I don’t know what this means but then Jesus told me to go back into the world and serve God.
After this happened, I laid down and fell into a deep peaceful sleep. I really don’t know what happened today but, it was amazing!
Tonight while cleaning, Jesus told me He would like to write on the page. This is what He said:
“It would be my wish on this Eve that all those who come to read this page are blessed with much prosperity in the new year. There are many who are struggling financially and I place a special blessing on them to receive what God has planned for them in the next 12 months. In particular, there is a woman who has been struggling to make her mortgage payment and I make a special provision now that this circumstance will be relieved.
As well there is another young girl who has just found out some unfortunate news and I say that this situation will be resolved totally and completely- if you will maintain your faith.
For all others who are struggling please take the extra step to renew your vows to Me for I am the Redeemer and the Savior. There are some who forget this and look to solve their problems on their own. That is not necessary for I have the answers to all situations and circumstances. All you must do is ask. I am asking you to ask now. Ask of Me your needs and they will be received.”
Hallelujah! Christ is born! Thank you God for Your Son!!!! Merry Christmas to all!
Today has already started off on a great note. This morning I was lying in bed resting before I got up. I have been upset because I re-injured one of my knees at the gym. It was a knee that I really damaged two years ago skiing. It had healed after a process of stem cell injections (my own) and PRP (Platelet rich plasma- also my own) but it was a long and arduous process. Jesus has told me repeatedly that I did not re-injure it terribly- just aggravated it and it will be better in a week or so. But, just lying in bed with ice packs brought back the trauma of the original injury. Anyway I finished praying, Jesus was right in my face telling me everything was going to be fine. He is SOOOOO patient with me. He never gives up on me or gets angry. He is always incredibly loving and patient when I lose faith or fall into doubt.
Long story short, I began talking to Him about baptism. You see I was christened as a baby in an Episcopalian church but I have never had the full water baptism. I asked Jesus if I was was truly “born again” if I have never had a full water baptism? He then stood over me, took His hand and drew the sign of the cross on my forehead and said, “I baptize you.” I then felt as if waters from heaven were washing over me. I could see the waves and I felt a cleansing.
Pretty amazing. I am feeling very blessed right now. Today, I pass those blessings on to you in Jesus name!
Prayer for the day-
Father, thank you for blessing me and keeping me clean with Your Holy water. Thank you for washing me daily from my sins with Your everlasting forgiveness. Thank you for keeping me safe and strong and healthy. I love you so. Amen