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A Vision to Contemplate

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Jesus gave me a vision yesterday which I am still thinking about. He asked me to walk with Him in the spirit realm as He has done many times before. This time though, we passed a graveyard. He then said, “This is for those who have unbelief.” Then we passed a small square house and He said something like, “This is for those who claim to be Christian.” Then we passed a huge mansion and He said, “This is for those who truly believe and have faith.”

This really hit me for some reason. If life, what we believe is directly related to what we receive. I will continue to meditate on this today. God bless you all.

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Holy Father, How I thank you for teaching me the things I need to know in order to receive Your Glory. I thank You for giving me the instruction I need daily to succeed. I thank You for increasing my faith in You, Your miracles and Your way. Amen.

Word of Knowledge for a reader-

There is one of you whom has recently discovered something about a loved one that was very upsetting. Your faith and trust in this person has been broken. Please know that the situation is not as horrible as you first thought. The details have been skewed. While your heart has been hurt, please be open to a new beginning with this person for there is still much happiness the two of you can find together. 

Word of Knowledge

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Here is a word of knowledge for someone reading today:

There is trouble in your life, in particular one person you have been dealing with. That person will back down. Stand in faith and confidence and you will see your desire of peace come forth. If you would like to discover the root cause of the situation. it will be offered to you in prayer and meditation. There is much harm that has come your way, however, please know that the bad times are coming to an end and the skies are opening now with great blessings on your life. The little one you worry about will recover as well. Many blessings on you now. – Jesus

Visitation of Angels

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I’m not sure what just happened. I finished my morning prayer and communion and at the end I prayed. I was told to stand up which I did. I felt angels around me and then I saw a huge angel before me. It made tears come to my eyes and once more I repented for my sins even though I know I have been forgiven. You cannot stand before total truth and love without all impurities coming out.

God then asked me what I wanted but this time He asked for myself. I said healing of my body, my family and finances. He then asked what I would like for others and I said healing of others who are in need and and even healing for the whole world. I told Him how the world was such a mess with so much suffering. He knows this of course so I don’t know why I told Him that. There was once again a feeling of elevation as if I was rising up inside myself and then I could see the hands of angels doing things to my body. Then I felt like a waterfall of golden light came cascading down over the top of my head to my feet. It was flowing over me and through me. Brilliant feeling.

I am totally sure that my body is being restored totally and completely. Zero doubts now. I have already gotten so much better but I am so ready for complete health and balance now.

If you are sick, you are out of balance with God because in God there is no disease. If you take a look at your life you have probably suffered trauma and injury, heartbreak, disappointment etc. This is Satan’s game and what brings on illness. Some may ask why then does a baby or child get sick? The answer there is that sometimes there are generational curses that get carried from generation to generation. These generational curses must be broken.

Get right with God totally and completely and He will heal you. That’s His promise. That is why He sent Jesus.

 

Obedience to God

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Jesus would like for me to write today about the importance of obedience to God. Actually, He wants to write it so here you go:

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There are many times when obedience to God will be misinterpreted or misunderstood. This is because most people do not truly understand what obedience to God means. I would like to explain it to you all. 

To be truly obedient does not require perfection of behavior. Your Father knows how prevalent sin is in your world. He does not expect you to live a completely sinless life. That would be truly difficult for most of you. What he does want is for you to listen to His Word as best as you can. If you are connected to the Holy Spirit, then you will have the ability to simply ask God what He wants for you and receive His answer. Obedience would mean that you listen and do what He says. The reason obedience is so important is because your Father knows what is best for you. He knows your whole life and what you struggle with and what you desire. His words and guidance will bring you closer to the life you truly want. When you are obedient to God it makes Him happy because He then knows that you are on the best path that your life can take and He wants the best for you. That is how strong His love is.

If you have not been baptized by the Holy Spirit then you may not have the ability to receive words directly for the Father. Obedience would then mean that you follow your inner conscience and the Holy Word of the bible- again to your best ability. Your inner conscience is the voice of your soul which is the closest thing you can get to the voice of the Father. 

I hope this clears up this for some of you. There is much confusion around this topic and Satan likes confusion, guilt, doubt, and fear. To fight this enemy, be clear, be forgiving and be accepting of others and their faults. Avoid judging others for while what they do may seem forbidden or wrong, the judgment is for the Father, not for you. 

I would like to bless all of the readers of this site for it is written in obedience and therefore there are many blessings in each word. Be blessed dear children and now that you are loved.” – Jesus

That was a great message for me to hear and I hope there are others who can benefit from it as well.

Today’s Healing

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Tonight before taking communion, I was kneeling before my altar praying and thanking God for all He has given me. I told him that I was sorry for the mistakes I have made etc. When I was done, Jesus said something like, “Open your ears and hear the voice of the Father.” Then I was told to stand up. When I stood up, I heard the deeper voice of God and He asked, “What is the healing you desire?” I answered, healing for every single cell of my body and that my feet and knees etc. be restored. As soon as I said that I felt a golden tingling settling down throughout my whole body. It’s like it was a brilliant life force filling me up but it tingled and was slightly warm. I was told to lie down on my bed and I did. The healing continued for about 5-10 minutes. I then got up and I am feeling really good. I am so excited and grateful about what God is doing in my life and I really want to help others to know how real this stuff is. I am expecting a full recovery soon. I know it is coming. All systems healed, knees replaced etc. I am so excited and I feel so much love.

 

It’s all about LOVE, LOVE , LOVE.

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Jesus has continued to be with me daily. There has continued to be much healing and teaching. I was instructed to do a version of the Daniel Fast which I am doing. This is really helping my body. I have been praying and taking communion daily and continuing to read the Kynan Bridges “90 Days to Possess Your Healing.” The biggest message from Jesus though is about Love. He recently led me to Todd White. If you don’t know who Todd is then look him up. Such an amazing embodiment of God. Miracles work through him daily and when you see him speak, you know he is the real deal. Todd talks quite a bit about Love- specifically, how much God loves us. I have been praying to be able to feel this dynamic love and it is coming.

What blocks us from love? Nothing but our own mind. For so much, if us, we believe that we do not deserve God’s true love, that we are unlovable. Due to our childhood circumstances, or words that were said by our parents, teachers or friends, we feel we are flawed. WE ARE NOT FLAWED. WE ARE SAVED BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS.

God does not expect perfection because God knows how strong the influence of Satan is. God does expect us to repent for our sins, however,  because that is why He sent Jesus in the first place.

I highly suggest you begin to pray daily to receive God’s true love. That is what He wants. He told me that Himself. He wants us to know how much we are loved.

In Jesus’ name cast out the demons that block you from God’s love. They are trying to take you down. Refuse them. Command them to go. They have no place in you. You are a Divine Child of God. You are loved.

 

 

And the Father is Faithful

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Our-God-healsAnother big gap between posts. Jesus has been visiting me daily- continuing to help me with healing. He is still teaching me. Today however, God Himself came forth. I am still in shock and awe.

I have been taking communion daily at an altar in my room. Praying beforehand and then reading an excerpt  about healing in 90 Days to Possess Your Healing by Kynan Bridges. Today after praying, a voice came booming in. He said my name and then asked me to climb up to Him. I felt myself rising up through the top of my head to a place of total light. Then the voice said something like, ” I heal you of all sickness that your liver will recover, your eyes, your ears, your kidneys and bladder. That you will be made whole again. As you have been faithful to me, I am faithful to you.” I felt the feeling of energy, brightness and life radiate into my whole body. Pretty incredible.

I have been having a hard time standing in faith because I have been in excruciating pain at times. A few weeks ago. Jesus led me to a psychologist who is heeling me to clear out the root cause of illness. In my case, I discovered that as a child, my mother really was only nurturing and giving me attention when I was ill. I guess I learned that being sick was important for survival. So contraindicative!! I then have realized that growing up, I took care of my younger brother when my mother was neglectful. That’s why he turned out so differently than me. He has been very successful in his life and It’s because I filled in the gap that he was missing from my mother.

The healing is very real now though. When Jesus said He “healed me in all ways, He meant it.” No stone left unturned. I am getting better now again but it is slow. I hope the interaction from God today speeds things up! I have been told to stick a very strict diet. A version of the Daniel Fast for 3 weeks. God is SO GOOD!!!

Bless you all!!!

It’s a New Day

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Huge healing the past two days of trauma etc from my childhood. God is so good. Jesus has been there supporting me as I continue to heal. Buried stress, traumas and emotions can lead to physical illness. When Jesus said He healed me in all ways, He meant it. I have been clearing out much pain from childhood and I’m feeling amazing!

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Dear God, thank you for blessing me so profusely and for healing me in all ways. I remain strong and in faith that complete healing and restoration is my Divine right. Thank you Jesus. Amen

Prayer for Strength

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I wish I could tell you everything that has been going on. Jesus has been here daily with me being very supportive during a relapse back into illness. I was 90% better and then, BOOM, symptoms came in and hit me hard. This has happened before.

Jesus is healing me, but then I guess I sabotage my healing by eating foods I shouldn’t eat, drinking too much coffee etc. There has also been tremendous stress in my family with my son.

So, a few weeks ago, He led me to an amazing psychologist who is helping me with problems with my son.

My childhood was rocky with parents who were very young and unexperienced. I was the oldest child so they were in better shape (and age) when they had my brother. My father was an angry man in his 20’s and 30’s. I generally absorbed all of it and it deeply affected my self-esteem, self-worth etc. etc. All of this has been forgiven and worked through but when it came time for me to be a mother, I lacked a good role model for parenting. My son, therefore is bright, smart and lovely and also, for lack of a better word, spoiled. He also has had a good amount of trauma in his young life. I got sick for the first time when he was just 9 years old. It was rough on him. I couldn’t be the mother I wanted to be. I was absent for him emotionally because I was so wrapped up in physical torture. Then 2 years later due to a mistake and complication in a surgery I had, I was sick again. This is what I am still recovering from. He has had five years of me being ill in some capacity and I think in many ways, he raised himself during this time. I simply was not able to do or be what I needed to do or be for him. So we are having problems in his teens years and it is stressful and very upsetting. I have been working through some of the issues with the psychologist and believe me, there is a good amount of guilt that I feel, even if I know I have done the best job I could under the circumstances. But it is always sad to feel defeated about your past when there is nothing you can do about it. I think this is part of the healing that Jesus is offering me now and I am SO grateful.

I hit rock bottom this weekend though, overcome with pain and sadness which of course made all the physical sickness worse. Do you know that many people will choose physical pain over emotional pain? Physical pain is actually a distraction from emotional pain and in many cases easier to deal with. I think that’s what happened in my case with this relapse.

Jesus has been here daily, supporting me and encouraging me. He is SO loving and gentle and kind. He smiles at me with the most loving eyes and tells me that I am going to make a full recovery and that everything is going to be okay. I can’t count how many times He has told me that. I do believe Him but I have to tell you, it is a long battle. Today He said this to me,

“If you could see how wonderful I think you are, it would change your thoughts on everything. I love you so much, so dearly. You are everything good to me. Cast out your doubts and self hatred. You have done nothing wrong in the eyes of God and you are forgiven. Forgiveness is key to your healing. Accept and receive it now.”

Today I pray for strength and confidence and I thank God for the continued blessings and favor on my life.

Prayer-

Dear God, I thank You for continuing to heal my life in every way. I thank You for giving me the strength and courage to carry on. I thank You for Your continued love and support and blessings. In Jesus’ name. Amen.